Whats the Dillll Pickles.......Damn Im Tired.

I know its been a minute well about a week or so since been on this join but its all good so Ima leve yall wih a lil poem that came to mind Brought to everyone by Sir Raphael De La Ghetto bka Matt Cox. Life been gonna the same as it has for the past few months so theres no reason to put anything up here. and FYI all yall people askin to see a recent pic of me i will post one real soon since i just got my hair done so once one oy boys or their girls let me use a camera then i will get it on here. But anyways I dont feel like Typin so hears the poem

Its called : I Know We Just Met...... But I Know U Wanna Know More

Girl u caught me by surprise/ That time when u passed me by/ but the next time saw u i seemed to have caught ur eye/ cause u were sittin there starin with that lil sexy eye/ Now I know u think im trippin at what i saw u doin/ cause i bet if someone asked u...u would say u werent pursuin/ but we know that excuse aint nothin real/ cause if we were alone together I would show u What The Deal/ But im stop sittin here tryin to spit some whack game/ cause by the look in ur eyes I can tell its really lame/ so ima leave u with some real shit that u never heard before/  now be quiet and listen and ima whisper a lil more/ this right here aint gonna be no game spittin/ to be honest with u..... what im sayin aint never been written/ so are u ready/ are u sure u wanna hear/ I promise that what I say u only want "US" to here/  I wanna hold u as tight as I can/ I wanna be the one u take home and can call ur man/ I would lay u on stomach and give u a massage/ when u wake up you will think that it was all a mirage/ Ill put it on u like u never could image in ur wildest dreams/ My plans are to see how loud u can sream / Climaxin like u never thought u could/ If no other man could do it I know i would/ So if u think u got what it takes be with a real man/ I want u to give to me the best that u can/ I wont hold back on anything I do/ so i want to come at me the same way to/ I wanna me there not only sexually/ but i wanna be there for u religiously and mentally/ my sholder will be there for u to lean on/ and my hand is always here for u to hold on......to/ but im not gonna sit here and describe how i can please u/ Im let u find out all of my specialties and what i can do/ Ima go and just take my ass home/ cause it seems to me that u wanna be left alone/ and if u decide that u ever wanna see me/ I gave u my number and all the ways u can reach me/  just dont leave no long ass message sittin there tryin to preach to me/ Have a goodnight and be safe with whatever ur gonna do/ Cause Im takin ass to bed soon and u should too/ Well holla at me girl when u get a chance/ Im out for now gotta go watch Save the Last Dance.....................

the endin was whack but who gives a damn im tired as shit. Holla at me

Matt

I HATE YOU...........I LOVE YOU

There are times where u make me mad / and yet there are times where i have hurt you/ I cant stand the way that ur lookin at me/ Yet and still u look beautiful...now how can that be/ You yell, I scream, we fight/ I would be devestated if I lost u tonight/ Although u care it doesnt seem like it/ Theres no reason to complain because u know I dont give a shit/ But yet I do care about how u feel/ even if ur fakin and ur tears arent real/ I get worried sometimes when we are out together/ I feel like a bird who lost its feathers/ Im not sayin I dont trust u/ Im just sayin im just a lil fluxuated/ If those guys keep starin at u there heads will end up decapatated/ I hate u for all the trouble u bring/ Ive already had knock out many niggas cause they didnt see ur ring/ I feel that u test every chance u get/ and if thats the case this relationship u can 4get/ I hate u and u damn well know it/ and if u need me to prove it to u I will for as hell show it/ Im sorry about what I said/ My damn brain cells must have went dead/ cause all that drinkin i did last night at that party/ left me actin all stupid and drunk and lil bit retardy/ see I got that beautiful face to crack a smile/ Im glad that we could get back on track and calm down for a while/ I dont hate u I LOVE U so much/ now come on baby and pass that Ducth/ LOL I crack myself up/ If any nigga dont want us together........well I just dont give a fuck/ I bought u this ring to be my wife/ I want u to be with me for the rest of my life/ Baby Im glad we have worked things out/ I dont even know how those things came about/ For now on we have to trust each other/ the same amount that we love each other/ But u know it will be hard to keep my cool/ every time i catch a lil nigga with his mouth full of drool/ cause they dont know how I gets down/ and if they cant hear what Im sayin then he'll be 6 feet under ground/ I just want us to live happily ever after/ with no haters and fake playas that are tryin to cause a disaster/ Im a good christian with GOD as my master/ and if i killed someone he would kill me faster/ So I hope that we can start a nice lil family/ a few kids and a pet would make me feely more manly/ although im aware or that it takes alot to run a family/ Theres so much to tell u and my words cannot express/ As we go on with our lives we will learn the rest/ I LOVE U dearly from the bottom of my heart/ I will love u forever and I pray we never fall apart/ I HATE YOU, I LOVE YOU if u know what I mean/ Its not one or the other, but I used to be in between/ I LOVE YOU and this I do mean..........................

Yo whats good yall..............Its the crack of dawn and a nigga cant sleep right now but its all good. I just got a few things to say and for yall on xanga who might think im talkin about u, Im not so dont even worry about it. But my thing is.............hold up let me put this in a poem it will be alot easier...........

whats done is done/ u should be happy u won/ the fight of a lifetime/ thats just now begun/ I looked at u like u were the one/ but now i see u were the complicated one/ U love me when im rich and hate when im poor/ that date with u was simply a bore/ My boys even told me that u  were just a little whore/ I didnt wanna listen cause liked u for u/ and u liked me for my money damn tell me it aint true/ so now im tossin and turnin thinkin of what to say/ to a girl like u who f*ckin ruined my day/ cause all u had to do was be nice and honest/ but now its to late cause my heart hurts the hardest/ i never thought that it would hurt so damn bad/ especially from a girl i never even had/ so i hate to be vulgur and i wont discriminate/ but damn the love i showed for u...u didnt appreciate/ It dont matter any more cause ur history/ besides ive moved cause life aint what it used to be/ if u wait to long and let the time go by/ then u will miss out on all the pretty little things that keep walkin by/ I spent so long just tryin to get with u/ to find out u never cared just makes my face blue/ cause if i knew how u felt deep down inside/ then i would have never walked out feelin that surprised/ if i really would have loved u then i probably would have cried/ but im glad i didnt cause my feelins would have died/ i should have known all along what u were about/ cause whenever i would say hi u'd never open ur mouth/ but its all good/ cause now i understood/ or show i say understand/ on why a guy like me could never be ur man/ u were to picky with ur type/ I may not be right/ but for damn sure i know u werent polite/ when i asked if i could be with u for more than one night/ but hey thats the way life goes/ cause the world is full of little a** n*ggas and fake a** hoes/ and I woulda been better off not buyin that rose/ cause if i never did............ well this never would have started and wouldnt be sittin here typin my woes/ It was fun while it lasted for that short little time/ Im actually glad ur fake a** wasnt mine/ cause I would have wasted alot quality time tryin to get u off my mind/ now keep on movin and if u got somethin to say go kiss a dog's behind/ now whats done is done so ill leave ur a** alone/dont bother ever callin cause i wont pick up da phone / so the best thing to do is just take ur a** home and once again be left or ur own/ I dont like u I regret that I did/ And to never hear from u well that would be splendid/ have a good life as i get famous/ and if u dont like that well then shove it up uranis/ enough of me bein mean to u/ im out right now and u should be to/ cause in a few minutes ur roomate's comin through/ and i dont think u wanna see what we're gonna do/ so holla at a PIMP and dont be mad/ cause ur friend's about to be the f*ck that ive ever had/ now doesnt that make u all happy and glad/ and to top it all off u thought i was gone/ but once again ur stupid a** was wrong/ but im go now cause im running out of time/ so dont be mad that the last line dont rhyme/ but Ill see ur as later in a matter of time/ Im out im gone i bet u wont care/ so when i see u again i hope ur not scared/ cause MATT COX be like bone crusha he aint never scared.......................................to be continued

Heres a lil sample of a poem cause i dont wanna put any lyrics up here i would rather let u hear it on a CD...........

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Love ur city, Love ur state, Growin up in VA n*gga that sounds great. Love ur city, Love ur state, Growin up in VA n*gga that sounds great.

We rep our streets unlike no otha/ u keep runnin ur mouth we'll have u cryin for ur motha/ cause u messin with the crew that never f*cks around/ that'll shut u down/ never hold u down/ cause 4 real lil shawty we fen ta hunt u down/ bad mouthin our town/ aint sumthin u wanna do/cause 4 real lil n*gga u dont know our crew/ so the best thing to do is go run to the zoo/ and hang wit them monkeys like u used to do/ now go listen to ur daddy like ur supposed to do/ or i'll whoop ur lil a** like ur momma used to do/ but lets back on track wit my little story/ and let me tell u how life once used to be/ I was small lil n*gga growin up in da church/ and did what ever it took just to get that work/ I met people through my n*ggas/ and more shortys from my girls/ I was living the good life gettin the best of both worlds..................... 

Its time to ring the bell, cause i got the munchies like hell so i gotta eat some food in order to get well, maybe a lil nibble or maybe a big bite dont stay up and wait just have a very goodnight........................lol that was corny as shit but oh well i dont care cause im tired as shit

so holla people